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Name: SiD
Birthday: 12/29/1987
Gender: Male


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Expertise: Being deep
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 1/15/2004

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Saturday, October 01, 2005

Currently Watching
Batman Forever
By Val Kilmer, Tommy Lee Jones, Jim Carrey, Nicole Kidman, Chris O'Donnell
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Isnt it a shame that pain goes so well with progress?
I was remeniscing of those times again... she keeps reoccuring in my head. Its sad but I want her back :-/
Its been since April and redemption hasnt come for me

I checked through my library... its been full of like... my worst moments... but some of my best works

Night Again
By: Siddiq Mohamed

Where do I find the strenth
To speak the words that are so simple
Because once around you
Those words just begin to crumble
How can I reach a star
That seems way too far
So deep within the midnight skies
That it sheds a tear in my eyes

From the moment I saw you
It just felt right
The world began to mean nothing
And you ...something
If I could grasp that feeling
Then those lost words
Would become born again
and they would tell you something

But it seems as though
Those stars are harder to reach
That strength
Harder to seek
Midnight becomes dawn
And your eyes gone
You too vanish from sight
So I wait here alone again

Until Dawn Becomes night



Gone
by: Siddiq Mohamed

Sometimes you just want to open up
Sometimes you think it is safe to
Maybe sometimes you just dont know
What to expect

The experience may be exciting
Your palms might begin to sweat
And you begin to think of her
And there and then you know it

But then reality hits
And it hits hard
That it was all just a dream
And all of a sudden

The moment vanished
Into the far beyond
And there you finally see it
She's gone.............







Isnt that just sad :-/
?


Friday, August 12, 2005

Currently Watching
Batman Beyond - Return of the Joker (The Original Uncut Version)
By Will Friedle, Mark Hamill
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Well I know I havent been here in a long time. Its been a while and things have been going on in my life that well... make me look at where I am right now. Look at me... Im nearly an adult and I still havent found a career yet that I would like to take part in. Im single and I have a lot of free time on my hands. Most of us here are still in school, but Im nearly 18. I look back and my accomplishments are pretty thin out of school. I havent done that much as a man yet. Well... some things are about to change. You see I have decided to start my own business. An online one to pull in some extra income and basically just see where it takes me. Im doing this as a side project. Yes there are an abundance of obstacles, but I know if I stick to it, I can pull through. Well guys.... if you have any comments, advice, or just anything else just leave em. Sorry Ive been away from everything so long. Ive just been busy.

P.S. Ive thought out quite a lot about this. All I need now is for paperwork to clear and bam im off baby

 

 

 


Thursday, July 14, 2005

Ive got this pain right here. I dont know if you know about it, but its right on my chest. I wonder if its cuz I feel like emptying another bottle....sadtimes

"Ill be just fine...pretending I'm not. Im far from lonely and its all that I've got."
                                                                                                                     The Used


Monday, June 27, 2005

Currently Watching
The Wedding Singer
By Adam Sandler, Drew Barrymore
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Goodtimes Goodtimes

 

Well... basically some people actually want me to write a little moRE!!!!!
So Ive just been hanging around. I hung out a lot during Regents week and its not stopping. Im going to hang out with my friends tomorrow. Expect to me be styling n profilin tomorrow also. Got my clothes set out already. Gonna get a little trim on my hair and prolly do some other stuff. Its been fun so far. Lets not stop this rollercoaster!!!
On another note... Im glad im staying single these days. I dont feel like the whole dating scene suits me. Im just going to wait for that right someone and thats about it. Im more of a lover, a romantic. So anywayz... take care people! Enjoy your summer!

 

 

 

Update- So I was on this chicks xanga and I heard Arabian music and I saw the video. It was some catchy stuff!!! I had to know who the artist was. It turn out to be this chick named Nancy Ajram. Such a sexy Lebanese doll she is. I must wang her. Will you support me????? PLEase????? LMAO

 

Now here are the goodies. Wont you wear one?

 

LOLz... its all a joke just for all u serious people out there.


Sunday, June 12, 2005

Currently Playing
The Emancipation of Mimi
By Mariah Carey
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- We Belong Together - - - -
Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male
Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!
 
Scary Shit... but whatever. I guess to an extent I am those things.
 
So anywayz... school is coming to an end and there are way too many people that I am going to miss. I mean, at the end of the day I am by myself just sitting in my room alone, but if there was ever one thing that made me feel better about the day, it would be going to school to see my friends. Its going to be tough this summer... most likely ill be working a lot! I guess bills are bills. Hopefully Ill get a couple invites by some cool people *that means everyone* and hopefully Ill be able to hang out.
 
Some wishful thinking:
1. Keep in contact with my friends.
2.Go to at least 2 parties. *alcohol not required... natural high good enuff.
3. Pick up where I left off with bodybuilding.
4. Study for Sat's
5. Make peace with everything in my life.
6. Have fun and not waste my time doing nothing. Hopefully live this summer.
 
7. and last but definitely not least... Im single. I think you know where Im getting at. Well thats why its called wishful thinking, even if I dont see anything like that happening.  *sigh* *smile*
 
Well... until next time guys... have fun!
 
"Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart"
 
 
 
 
Today was a busy day since it was basically the last day of school.
I took 120 pics on my cam phone and on my my friends cams they took
a lot of sexy pics as well. These are just two. One with me and one with
my buddy Marvin. That Blue Shirt was yesterday.
Im going to have to make a separate website cuz theres so many pics
I must show!!!
 



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